1 00:00:53,286 --> 00:00:55,242 *PLASTIKMAN: Disconnect 2 00:01:37,206 --> 00:01:39,959 * I try in vain 3 00:01:41,006 --> 00:01:44,078 * To disconnect my brain 4 00:01:45,366 --> 00:01:48,005 * I don't know if I can handle it... 5 00:01:48,086 --> 00:01:49,485 * I want you so bad. 6 00:01:49,566 --> 00:01:52,080 * Handle so much pain 7 00:02:10,126 --> 00:02:13,198 * I don't know what's left to gain 8 00:02:14,286 --> 00:02:17,517 * All the guilt and now the blame 9 00:02:18,246 --> 00:02:21,443 * I don't want to stop this game 10 00:02:22,406 --> 00:02:25,478 * I'm starting to enjoy the pain 11 00:02:42,886 --> 00:02:46,196 * I don't care what you claim 12 00:02:47,046 --> 00:02:50,595 * I still hear your voice replaying 13 00:02:50,966 --> 00:02:54,436 * The only thing that remains 14 00:02:55,086 --> 00:02:56,678 * Is to disconnect 15 00:02:57,526 --> 00:02:58,959 * Disconnect 16 00:02:59,486 --> 00:03:01,078 * Disconnect 17 00:03:01,166 --> 00:03:02,519 * My pain 18 00:03:44,926 --> 00:03:47,076 * MIIKE SNOW: Animal (Mark Ronson Remix) 19 00:03:54,166 --> 00:03:55,758 - Hey. - Hi. 20 00:03:55,846 --> 00:03:58,679 - What is this place? - I'm not too sure yet. 21 00:03:58,766 --> 00:04:01,519 - So, it's not your room? - No, it is. It's my room. 22 00:04:01,606 --> 00:04:03,517 I just haven't decided. 23 00:04:03,606 --> 00:04:07,645 Chelsea Teens, exclamation mark. Is this a joke? 24 00:04:07,726 --> 00:04:09,045 Well, how do you mean? 25 00:04:09,126 --> 00:04:10,400 - Is it yours? - Yeah. 26 00:04:10,486 --> 00:04:14,115 - So what does it mean? - I don't know yet. 27 00:04:14,246 --> 00:04:16,396 A room for Chelsea teens prone to exclamation? 28 00:04:16,486 --> 00:04:18,602 Well, maybe. 29 00:04:18,686 --> 00:04:20,483 And that's you? 30 00:04:20,566 --> 00:04:22,443 Yeah, probably. 31 00:04:22,526 --> 00:04:24,118 Is it you? 32 00:04:24,206 --> 00:04:26,322 It probably is. 33 00:04:26,406 --> 00:04:28,158 Me too! 34 00:04:28,246 --> 00:04:29,998 I'm Emily. 35 00:04:30,086 --> 00:04:32,884 - William. - I'm Jim. 36 00:04:32,966 --> 00:04:36,561 So what's the purpose of Chelsea Teens? 37 00:04:36,646 --> 00:04:39,797 It's a very big question. William? 38 00:04:41,086 --> 00:04:45,364 Er... I think it would be nice to talk and make newfriends. 39 00:04:45,446 --> 00:04:47,562 We can define what the room is later. 40 00:04:47,646 --> 00:04:49,796 So how do we begin to talk? 41 00:04:49,926 --> 00:04:52,759 Choose someone you hate, share it, and we talk shit from there. 42 00:04:52,846 --> 00:04:54,962 - Well, I'm Mo. - Who do you hate, Mo? 43 00:04:55,046 --> 00:04:57,765 People who hate television. 44 00:04:57,846 --> 00:05:00,041 People who think those who watch it are idiots. 45 00:05:00,126 --> 00:05:01,639 I hate those people. 46 00:05:01,726 --> 00:05:03,682 - Because television is so important. - Yeah. 47 00:05:03,766 --> 00:05:05,677 - Do you watch a lot of television? - Tons. 48 00:05:05,766 --> 00:05:08,564 It's important to have a hobby. It's not a hobby. 49 00:05:08,646 --> 00:05:12,878 - Important to keep busy? - It's important we study life, William. 50 00:05:12,966 --> 00:05:14,319 Right. 51 00:05:14,406 --> 00:05:17,045 - Who do you hate, William? - Oh, God... 52 00:05:17,126 --> 00:05:19,321 I don't really hate anything. 53 00:05:19,406 --> 00:05:21,397 There must be something that irritates you. 54 00:05:23,566 --> 00:05:24,840 Er... 55 00:05:29,126 --> 00:05:30,525 Grace Rollins. 56 00:05:30,606 --> 00:05:33,837 - I love her Ripley books! - Irritates the shit out of me! 57 00:05:33,926 --> 00:05:35,962 - She's a wonderful writer. - She's a fake. 58 00:05:36,046 --> 00:05:38,844 She's got children into history. That's a positive thing. 59 00:05:38,926 --> 00:05:41,076 Ripley Goes To Pompeii. When I read it, 60 00:05:41,166 --> 00:05:44,556 I didn't feel any need to read any other books about Pompeii or volcanoes. 61 00:05:44,646 --> 00:05:45,965 That's how good it was! 62 00:05:46,046 --> 00:05:49,083 Wow. That's one of the saddest things I've ever heard, Mo. 63 00:05:49,166 --> 00:05:50,758 Really? 64 00:05:52,006 --> 00:05:56,124 Have you got a few minutes? I'd really like to show you something. 65 00:05:57,406 --> 00:06:00,284 Boys and girls, it's the Black Plague... 66 00:06:00,366 --> 00:06:03,676 Grace Rollins stylee. 67 00:06:05,006 --> 00:06:06,997 * BEETHOVEN: Ninth Symphony (2nd Movement) 68 00:06:14,886 --> 00:06:18,640 So, here we have Ripley, our spoilt, smug hero. 69 00:06:19,566 --> 00:06:20,794 Glorious, isn't it? 70 00:06:20,926 --> 00:06:24,157 Ah-ha. It's lute-playing Archibold! 71 00:06:28,046 --> 00:06:30,514 Those wretched rats. 72 00:06:31,606 --> 00:06:34,200 Agh! Argh! 73 00:07:00,086 --> 00:07:02,554 Somehow, he magically saves the day. 74 00:07:02,646 --> 00:07:05,524 Typical Grace Rollins. Don't you just hate her? 75 00:07:05,606 --> 00:07:07,915 Great work. I'm in a media club at Chelsea Tech 76 00:07:08,006 --> 00:07:10,201 and I've never seen work like that. It's amazing. 77 00:07:10,286 --> 00:07:12,157 Besides taking the piss out of Grace Rollins, 78 00:07:12,158 --> 00:07:13,676 do you have a wider point? 79 00:07:13,766 --> 00:07:17,042 How the lies we're told begin early in childhood. 80 00:07:17,126 --> 00:07:19,594 - The suppression of teenagers. - It's a good point. 81 00:07:19,686 --> 00:07:21,563 It's got to come back to our parents, right? 82 00:07:21,646 --> 00:07:24,160 Do you think our parents are scared of us? 83 00:07:24,286 --> 00:07:26,242 Yeah. And they have every right to be. 84 00:07:26,326 --> 00:07:29,557 We're better educated than they were. We're more connected to the world. 85 00:07:29,646 --> 00:07:31,762 They don't see it that way. They see the opposite. 86 00:07:31,846 --> 00:07:33,484 They think of us as an experiment. 87 00:07:33,566 --> 00:07:36,160 It's not clear what my parents are trying to produce in me, 88 00:07:36,246 --> 00:07:38,441 but, regardless of that, they're messing me up. 89 00:07:38,526 --> 00:07:40,278 - But not on purpose. - Oh, no. 90 00:07:40,406 --> 00:07:42,761 It's often a conscious decision to mess you up, Jim. 91 00:07:43,806 --> 00:07:46,400 I'm cleverer, more adaptable than my parents. 92 00:07:46,486 --> 00:07:50,081 But you're still a child to them! 93 00:07:50,206 --> 00:07:52,003 - Oh, definitely. - Well... 94 00:07:52,126 --> 00:07:53,844 take the power, Emily. 95 00:07:53,926 --> 00:07:56,486 - The power? - Yeah, you know how the world works, 96 00:07:56,566 --> 00:07:59,080 what makes people tick. 97 00:07:59,166 --> 00:08:01,839 - Yeah. - Let's have a bit more ambition. 98 00:08:01,926 --> 00:08:04,565 Seize the moment. Make something of the world. 99 00:08:04,646 --> 00:08:06,159 Do, make or kill something? 100 00:08:06,246 --> 00:08:08,396 Yeah. I mean, how about all three? 101 00:08:08,486 --> 00:08:12,240 I mean, to make life count, you've got to use life, right? 102 00:08:12,326 --> 00:08:15,796 So how about using these next two months to arrive into the world? 103 00:08:15,926 --> 00:08:17,325 Wow. 104 00:08:17,406 --> 00:08:19,203 Creative and positive. 105 00:08:19,286 --> 00:08:22,722 You really are a teen exclamation mark. 106 00:08:25,366 --> 00:08:28,244 Oh... I'm sorry. That turned into a lot of shit. 107 00:08:28,326 --> 00:08:30,396 - I think we should meet again. - Definitely. 108 00:08:30,526 --> 00:08:33,165 I'd... I'd really like to chat on a regular basis. 109 00:08:33,246 --> 00:08:35,521 - Me too. - And me. Eva? 110 00:08:36,566 --> 00:08:38,045 Yeah. Yeah, why not. 111 00:08:38,126 --> 00:08:39,161 Great. 112 00:08:39,246 --> 00:08:40,964 What about you, William? 113 00:08:41,086 --> 00:08:43,361 Yeah, let's be friends. 114 00:08:43,446 --> 00:08:45,562 Yes! 115 00:09:36,486 --> 00:09:38,716 She's sitting inside. Are you ready? 116 00:09:49,926 --> 00:09:51,644 OK, then? 117 00:10:03,486 --> 00:10:05,363 * ELLIE GOULDING: Starry Eyed 118 00:10:07,206 --> 00:10:08,639 Hey. 119 00:10:09,846 --> 00:10:12,155 Models 1 have taken on Ushi. 120 00:10:13,126 --> 00:10:15,799 - Seriously? - Yeah. They called her this morning. 121 00:10:17,926 --> 00:10:19,564 Christ. 122 00:10:19,646 --> 00:10:21,204 Who are you with again? 123 00:10:21,286 --> 00:10:23,083 Models A La Mode. 124 00:10:23,166 --> 00:10:25,680 You should get your portfolio down to Models 1. 125 00:10:25,766 --> 00:10:27,916 You're stunning. 126 00:10:28,006 --> 00:10:29,598 It's true. She is. 127 00:10:29,686 --> 00:10:32,519 - She scowls. - She doesn't always scowl. 128 00:10:32,606 --> 00:10:35,279 I've known her since nursery. It's her default expression. 129 00:10:35,366 --> 00:10:37,357 - Look at her face. - Piss off. 130 00:10:37,446 --> 00:10:39,801 Modelling's more of a hobby for you. 131 00:10:39,926 --> 00:10:42,804 - You're too small. - She's so cute. 132 00:10:42,886 --> 00:10:44,717 Little Polly Pocket! 133 00:11:04,126 --> 00:11:06,321 Ahh! Mo! 134 00:11:13,766 --> 00:11:15,518 I'm dying! 135 00:11:16,326 --> 00:11:17,998 Help me! 136 00:11:23,886 --> 00:11:25,399 I think that's our last session. 137 00:11:26,646 --> 00:11:29,160 Do we need to meet and talk again, do you think? 138 00:11:30,486 --> 00:11:33,080 You're feeling good about things, right? 139 00:11:34,086 --> 00:11:36,077 Yeah, I feel great. 140 00:11:36,166 --> 00:11:38,122 And Paul? 141 00:11:38,206 --> 00:11:40,640 We've all benefitted, for sure. 142 00:11:40,726 --> 00:11:42,603 Thanks for everything. 143 00:11:42,726 --> 00:11:45,035 I feel like you're part of the family. 144 00:11:45,126 --> 00:11:48,596 Well, if you want to make up the spare room... 145 00:11:48,686 --> 00:11:51,041 So, I wish you all the best. 146 00:11:51,166 --> 00:11:52,963 Keep talking. 147 00:11:54,366 --> 00:11:55,958 All right, William? 148 00:11:59,526 --> 00:12:01,278 Thank you. 149 00:12:23,566 --> 00:12:25,443 * AMANDA BLANK: Make It Take It 150 00:13:07,846 --> 00:13:10,743 There comes a time when you see your friends for the posh, 151 00:13:10,785 --> 00:13:12,476 vapid bitches they are. 152 00:13:12,606 --> 00:13:14,483 Well, it's shocking. 153 00:13:14,566 --> 00:13:16,682 Well, I really appreciate your time 154 00:13:16,766 --> 00:13:19,075 - in what seems to be a very... - Let's make it short. 155 00:13:20,326 --> 00:13:21,441 Sure. 156 00:13:23,926 --> 00:13:25,882 Good afternoon, ladies. 157 00:13:25,966 --> 00:13:30,676 Welcome to this two-day course in deportment and public speaking. 158 00:13:30,766 --> 00:13:32,643 * DELIBES: The Flower Duet 159 00:13:41,206 --> 00:13:42,559 This is your room? 160 00:13:43,606 --> 00:13:45,324 This is it. 161 00:13:48,526 --> 00:13:50,084 This is your personality? 162 00:13:50,166 --> 00:13:53,602 This is an aspect of my personality. 163 00:13:55,886 --> 00:13:58,320 Follow me. 164 00:14:00,086 --> 00:14:02,236 * SKY LARKIN: Somersault 165 00:14:02,326 --> 00:14:03,759 * Let it go... 166 00:14:03,886 --> 00:14:05,763 This is a room. 167 00:14:07,086 --> 00:14:08,758 Oh, wow. 168 00:14:11,366 --> 00:14:14,403 - Hello! - Hey, William! 169 00:14:14,486 --> 00:14:16,442 - Great. Are you all right, Emily? 170 00:14:17,486 --> 00:14:20,398 Isn't this the most beautiful place you've ever seen? 171 00:14:20,486 --> 00:14:21,805 I love it. 172 00:14:22,806 --> 00:14:24,000 It's great. 173 00:14:26,846 --> 00:14:28,074 Eva... 174 00:14:29,086 --> 00:14:31,395 I can't remember inviting you here. 175 00:14:32,366 --> 00:14:34,277 I mean, come on, look! 176 00:14:34,406 --> 00:14:36,283 I couldn't stay away! 177 00:14:36,366 --> 00:14:39,995 I'm sorry. You don't mind, do you? 178 00:14:41,006 --> 00:14:42,485 Do you want me to go? 179 00:14:42,566 --> 00:14:44,761 Oh, let him stay, Eva. Come on. 180 00:14:48,246 --> 00:14:50,282 Sure. Whatever. 181 00:14:51,126 --> 00:14:53,082 * Let it go 182 00:14:54,926 --> 00:14:58,839 * We've been stealing voices from throats 183 00:15:00,806 --> 00:15:03,195 * Somersault, let it go 184 00:15:03,286 --> 00:15:05,402 * Let it go 185 00:15:18,846 --> 00:15:20,677 No-one's sitting here, are they? 186 00:15:24,046 --> 00:15:25,684 What is that? 187 00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:28,598 It's a golden gourami. 188 00:15:30,006 --> 00:15:31,837 Yeah, I just bought it... now. 189 00:15:32,846 --> 00:15:34,916 You bought it dead? 190 00:15:41,126 --> 00:15:42,957 Shit. 191 00:15:47,606 --> 00:15:48,959 So, are you gonna talk, then? 192 00:15:54,646 --> 00:15:56,204 Er... 193 00:15:57,646 --> 00:15:59,079 She's an only child. 194 00:15:59,166 --> 00:16:02,954 It would have been nice to have another one, but it just didn't happen. 195 00:16:03,046 --> 00:16:04,604 It's all so desperate, 196 00:16:04,686 --> 00:16:07,917 but they're turning us into these unbelievably dull people. 197 00:16:08,006 --> 00:16:10,395 It's dull and tasteless. It's a good combination. 198 00:16:10,486 --> 00:16:11,885 I know we could be happy 199 00:16:11,966 --> 00:16:14,196 if they respected themselves for what they are. 200 00:16:14,286 --> 00:16:16,595 So I want to wake us all up. 201 00:16:17,326 --> 00:16:19,556 And I want their love. 202 00:16:19,646 --> 00:16:21,876 I really do. 203 00:16:21,966 --> 00:16:26,676 Well, the closest our family's ever been was when my dad had prostate cancer. 204 00:16:26,766 --> 00:16:30,998 I mean, that malignant growth in his arse was the happiest time of our lives. 205 00:16:32,326 --> 00:16:34,681 Do you think you could fake a semi-terminal illness? 206 00:16:35,726 --> 00:16:37,239 I've never tried... 207 00:16:37,326 --> 00:16:39,362 Or violence, then? 208 00:16:39,446 --> 00:16:41,118 Seriously? 209 00:16:41,206 --> 00:16:44,403 Yeah, a family under attack will always pull together. 210 00:16:44,486 --> 00:16:46,283 Is that true? 211 00:16:46,366 --> 00:16:48,926 A little fear and they'll stop with the social climbing, 212 00:16:49,006 --> 00:16:51,156 get back to the basics of loving their daughter. 213 00:16:51,246 --> 00:16:54,761 - You think so? - It's a wake-up call for them, Emily. 214 00:16:54,846 --> 00:16:56,723 You'd just be doing them a favour. 215 00:16:56,806 --> 00:16:58,364 Right. 216 00:16:59,206 --> 00:17:02,198 So, for the purpose of bringing you closer together, 217 00:17:02,286 --> 00:17:05,835 do you think you could do some random violence on your parents? 218 00:17:06,646 --> 00:17:09,558 - I could try some random violence! - Oh, fantastic. 219 00:17:09,646 --> 00:17:12,718 Of course, I wouldn't know where to start. 220 00:17:12,806 --> 00:17:15,843 Oh, well, myself and William can brainstorm ideas with you. 221 00:17:15,926 --> 00:17:19,965 Just small, petty things to begin with. Right, William? 222 00:17:20,686 --> 00:17:22,836 Premeditated murder I disapprove of. 223 00:17:23,686 --> 00:17:26,200 - But random violence I can do. - Good boy. 224 00:17:26,286 --> 00:17:29,596 - Oh... this is great. - Let's get started! 225 00:17:59,486 --> 00:18:01,442 But who's Jim? 226 00:18:12,566 --> 00:18:13,703 Yeah, it's nice. 227 00:18:13,981 --> 00:18:16,081 It needs a bit of colour, though, right? 228 00:18:17,086 --> 00:18:19,042 Er... 229 00:18:22,486 --> 00:18:24,317 You don't talk much. 230 00:18:24,406 --> 00:18:26,966 Is it that you're shy, or don't you like people? 231 00:18:31,046 --> 00:18:33,116 Shy. 232 00:18:34,886 --> 00:18:36,877 Do you allow yourself to have friends? 233 00:18:40,566 --> 00:18:41,885 No. 234 00:18:48,726 --> 00:18:52,196 Do you think you'll be here when I come back outside, Jim? 235 00:18:53,886 --> 00:18:55,638 I really hope so. 236 00:19:25,366 --> 00:19:27,243 Ta-da! 237 00:19:29,286 --> 00:19:31,675 Shit! 238 00:19:58,646 --> 00:20:00,523 Hi, Mum. 239 00:20:01,686 --> 00:20:03,278 Yeah, I'm OK. I'm fine. 240 00:20:52,726 --> 00:20:54,603 Is there anyone there? 241 00:20:57,646 --> 00:20:59,523 Where is everyone? 242 00:21:02,806 --> 00:21:05,604 And you can do that, you'll have the time? 243 00:21:05,686 --> 00:21:07,638 I'm doing six months of publicity - 244 00:21:07,639 --> 00:21:09,122 they can give me a week or two. 245 00:21:09,206 --> 00:21:13,119 - It'd be fun to get away together. - Yeah. It would. 246 00:21:13,206 --> 00:21:16,437 Do you remember our holidays in Padstow, William, that house? 247 00:21:19,046 --> 00:21:20,638 Erm... no. 248 00:21:23,646 --> 00:21:25,159 Too young, maybe. 249 00:21:31,926 --> 00:21:34,156 Hello, there. Where are you? 250 00:21:34,246 --> 00:21:35,599 It's Ripley. 251 00:21:35,686 --> 00:21:37,438 Where'd you say, Moscow? 252 00:21:37,526 --> 00:21:40,324 - Let me put you on speakerphone. - Can you hear me? 253 00:21:40,406 --> 00:21:42,124 Hey, Ripley. - Hey, Dad. 254 00:21:42,206 --> 00:21:44,595 - So nice you called. - What are you doing in Moscow? 255 00:21:44,686 --> 00:21:48,395 Meeting potential investors. A little exhausting. 256 00:21:48,486 --> 00:21:52,798 But listen, I really want to be there for the book launch. 257 00:21:52,886 --> 00:21:55,719 What? You're too busy. 258 00:21:55,806 --> 00:21:59,037 I want to be there for you. I miss you all. 259 00:21:59,126 --> 00:22:01,037 Where's William? 260 00:22:01,126 --> 00:22:03,037 William's here. 261 00:22:03,126 --> 00:22:05,686 We had our last session today. We're finished now. 262 00:22:05,766 --> 00:22:08,564 - Oh, great! - We're starting over. 263 00:22:08,646 --> 00:22:11,479 It's great, William. I wish I was there to celebrate. 264 00:22:13,886 --> 00:22:16,684 William? Come back! 265 00:24:42,966 --> 00:24:44,877 Let's do it, Keisha, love. 266 00:24:44,966 --> 00:24:46,365 OK, Si. 267 00:24:47,806 --> 00:24:49,683 * JODIE FOSTER: My Name is Tallulah 268 00:24:53,366 --> 00:24:56,244 Keep it moving, keep it flowing. 269 00:24:57,006 --> 00:24:59,156 * My name is Tallulah 270 00:24:59,286 --> 00:25:01,163 * My first rule of thumb... 271 00:25:01,246 --> 00:25:03,965 Nice and strong! Good girl. 272 00:25:04,086 --> 00:25:06,600 * ...or where I'm coming from... 273 00:25:06,686 --> 00:25:09,439 Nice tight knees. Go on, tight knees. 274 00:25:10,886 --> 00:25:15,596 * So if you really need to, you know how to find me... 275 00:25:18,166 --> 00:25:21,229 What you said about your parents treating you as an experiment, 276 00:25:21,231 --> 00:25:23,399 that was insightful. 277 00:25:23,486 --> 00:25:26,046 That was great, Mo. 278 00:25:26,166 --> 00:25:28,555 Yeah, yeah, but you know, maybe they should. 279 00:25:28,646 --> 00:25:31,365 - I don't actually do anything. - You're clever, aren't you? 280 00:25:31,446 --> 00:25:33,755 I can see that you're bright. 281 00:25:33,846 --> 00:25:36,485 - I can be, yeah. I can be. - Yeah, of course you can. 282 00:25:36,566 --> 00:25:39,842 And you can do whatever you want, anything at all. 283 00:25:40,726 --> 00:25:43,035 You're so positive, man. It's like... 284 00:25:43,126 --> 00:25:45,435 Is this for teenage girls? 285 00:25:51,726 --> 00:25:55,401 - Well, are you a teenage girl? - Yeah, I'm Tina. 286 00:25:56,726 --> 00:25:58,364 Tina the teenage girl? 287 00:25:58,446 --> 00:26:01,006 Yeah, are you a teenage girl? 288 00:26:01,086 --> 00:26:05,796 Yeah, and at the moment I'm touching myself. 289 00:26:05,886 --> 00:26:08,241 Really? 290 00:26:08,326 --> 00:26:11,716 - Are you good at it? - I'm usually a lot better... 291 00:26:11,846 --> 00:26:14,406 when I'm not hacking into Tony Layton's home computer 292 00:26:14,486 --> 00:26:17,000 and putting his name on the sex offenders register. 293 00:26:18,646 --> 00:26:20,125 Paedo! 294 00:26:20,206 --> 00:26:22,401 You hacked him that fast? 295 00:26:22,486 --> 00:26:25,444 We've got to secure this room so there's only five of us. 296 00:26:28,486 --> 00:26:31,842 Do you think at 17 you can be called a paedophile? 297 00:26:31,926 --> 00:26:34,679 Depends on the age of the girl, doesn't it? 298 00:26:34,766 --> 00:26:36,279 - 11. - Months or years? 299 00:26:36,366 --> 00:26:38,243 Years. 300 00:26:40,286 --> 00:26:42,163 Are we talking about you? 301 00:26:44,886 --> 00:26:47,320 Maybe. 302 00:26:49,166 --> 00:26:52,522 - Have you tried anything? - No! I'm ashamed of myself. 303 00:26:52,606 --> 00:26:54,244 Well... OK. 304 00:26:54,326 --> 00:26:56,794 Why not practise on an older woman? 305 00:26:57,846 --> 00:26:59,837 Experience a woman with experience, 306 00:26:59,926 --> 00:27:02,645 and it might take your mind off the younger ones. 307 00:27:02,726 --> 00:27:06,401 - I'll find you some addresses. - Cheers, Will. 308 00:27:06,486 --> 00:27:11,355 What screws do you use? I mean, they're good screws. 309 00:27:11,446 --> 00:27:14,722 And a good screwdriver. I mean, I love the detail, 310 00:27:14,806 --> 00:27:16,683 the yellow and the black. 311 00:27:17,766 --> 00:27:20,155 They go right in there. 312 00:27:20,246 --> 00:27:21,884 Great, are we nearly decorated? 313 00:27:21,966 --> 00:27:24,764 I think all of you teens will be overjoyed. 314 00:27:24,846 --> 00:27:26,245 Excellent. Will we exclaim? 315 00:27:26,326 --> 00:27:28,601 - You will exclaim. - Oh, thank God for that! 316 00:27:28,686 --> 00:27:31,519 - What about the security? - Paedos locked out. 317 00:27:31,606 --> 00:27:34,245 Well, most of them. 318 00:27:35,046 --> 00:27:37,002 I hope you boys like the new look. 319 00:27:37,086 --> 00:27:39,475 - Have you got the password? - Of course I have. 320 00:27:40,486 --> 00:27:43,683 Dead Ripley. 321 00:27:47,886 --> 00:27:49,956 * MINI VIVA: Left My Heart in Tokyo 322 00:27:50,046 --> 00:27:52,276 - Whoo! * I left my heart in Tokyo 323 00:27:52,366 --> 00:27:54,357 * Down by the river, don't you know? 324 00:27:54,446 --> 00:27:56,198 * I had to let it go... 325 00:27:56,286 --> 00:27:59,358 - Isn't it fun! * I left my heart in Tokyo 326 00:27:59,446 --> 00:28:01,721 * Down by the river, don't you know? 327 00:28:01,806 --> 00:28:03,000 * I had to let it go... 328 00:28:03,086 --> 00:28:04,883 William, you have to be with us. 329 00:28:06,926 --> 00:28:07,995 Mm. 330 00:28:08,086 --> 00:28:10,839 I can't do this again. Come downstairs. 331 00:28:12,486 --> 00:28:16,195 - I have friends. - Online friends? 332 00:28:20,006 --> 00:28:20,995 Yeah. 333 00:28:23,366 --> 00:28:25,960 You're not going to get better talking to strangers. 334 00:28:28,846 --> 00:28:32,236 You want to make sure that boy you were doesn't come back, right? 335 00:28:37,486 --> 00:28:39,363 No, I don't wanna be like that again. 336 00:28:41,806 --> 00:28:44,366 Then come down and talk. 337 00:28:44,486 --> 00:28:47,603 - We just want to see you better... - I just, just... 338 00:29:37,846 --> 00:29:41,676 So, Jim... you're up! 339 00:29:41,766 --> 00:29:42,994 What? 340 00:29:44,158 --> 00:29:48,643 Anything to share? Who do you hate? 341 00:29:48,726 --> 00:29:50,921 Well, I'm not too sure. 342 00:29:52,926 --> 00:29:56,282 - It's difficult. - Come on! Come on, get personal. 343 00:29:57,286 --> 00:29:59,356 Who is it? 344 00:29:59,446 --> 00:30:01,562 Who does Jim hate? 345 00:30:01,686 --> 00:30:03,199 Me. 346 00:30:07,566 --> 00:30:08,919 Really, Jim? 347 00:30:09,006 --> 00:30:12,635 You hate yourself? 348 00:30:12,726 --> 00:30:14,603 So what? 349 00:30:15,686 --> 00:30:18,405 Do you have an OK family life? 350 00:30:18,486 --> 00:30:21,637 Yeah. Yeah. 351 00:30:21,726 --> 00:30:25,924 I don't have a father. But my mum's really nice. 352 00:30:26,006 --> 00:30:29,362 Oh, so you hate yourself because...? 353 00:30:33,406 --> 00:30:35,874 I've been on anti-depressants for two years. 354 00:30:37,406 --> 00:30:40,364 And do they help? 355 00:30:40,446 --> 00:30:42,402 Do you know whether they're helping? 356 00:30:43,726 --> 00:30:45,956 I don't know. 357 00:30:46,046 --> 00:30:48,276 - Maybe. - Come off the medication. 358 00:30:51,126 --> 00:30:53,481 If you want to feel like a person again... 359 00:30:55,286 --> 00:30:56,844 ...come off them. 360 00:30:58,006 --> 00:30:59,883 You do know that, don't you, Jim? 361 00:31:03,886 --> 00:31:05,080 Yeah. 362 00:31:05,486 --> 00:31:06,714 Yeah. 363 00:31:08,526 --> 00:31:10,403 We're your friends. 364 00:31:12,526 --> 00:31:17,964 If you're brave enough to come off the pills... we'll be there for you. 365 00:31:20,206 --> 00:31:21,400 - Won't we? Definitely. 366 00:31:21,486 --> 00:31:23,556 Yeah, absolutely. 367 00:31:23,646 --> 00:31:27,559 - You'd do that? - Yeah, we don't want you to be alone. 368 00:31:31,726 --> 00:31:36,516 Some people like to stay faceless in here. 369 00:31:39,006 --> 00:31:40,883 Do you think... 370 00:31:43,126 --> 00:31:45,003 ...we could see what you look like? 371 00:31:48,286 --> 00:31:50,163 Jim? 372 00:31:56,326 --> 00:31:58,203 It would help. 373 00:32:05,406 --> 00:32:06,839 Yeah. 374 00:32:07,886 --> 00:32:09,478 Yeah, all right. 375 00:32:49,326 --> 00:32:52,523 You don't strike me as a charitable sort of person. 376 00:32:57,006 --> 00:32:58,883 What are you going to do? 377 00:33:01,486 --> 00:33:03,363 Banish some demons. 378 00:33:05,606 --> 00:33:07,483 Give him some answers. 379 00:33:11,126 --> 00:33:13,003 We're playing around with Emily. 380 00:33:14,246 --> 00:33:17,079 Do you want to mess with Jim a little? 381 00:33:21,446 --> 00:33:22,720 Maybe. 382 00:33:26,326 --> 00:33:28,203 Just maybe? 383 00:33:30,606 --> 00:33:32,278 It's your birthday tomorrow, right? 384 00:33:33,846 --> 00:33:35,120 Yeah. 385 00:33:36,126 --> 00:33:38,276 Only right that I get you a present, then. 386 00:33:42,486 --> 00:33:44,841 Who do you hate? 387 00:36:31,806 --> 00:36:36,004 It's good you're coming. I appreciate it. 388 00:36:36,086 --> 00:36:38,316 Well, I want to help, so... 389 00:37:10,886 --> 00:37:13,161 * THE SWINGLE SISTERS: Prelude No.11 in F 390 00:37:17,326 --> 00:37:20,716 - Tell me where you're from. - Tell me what you'd do to me. 391 00:37:20,806 --> 00:37:22,876 Do you like handcuffs? 392 00:37:29,646 --> 00:37:32,319 She's really lovely, and she's into gymnastics. 393 00:37:32,406 --> 00:37:34,840 She's really clever. Erm... 394 00:37:34,926 --> 00:37:37,076 But I'm attracted to her, and that's a bit weird. 395 00:37:37,166 --> 00:37:39,805 Would you like me to be Keisha? 396 00:37:39,886 --> 00:37:41,524 Nah, you're all right, thanks. 397 00:37:41,606 --> 00:37:44,359 What are you doing here if you like Keisha so much? 398 00:37:44,446 --> 00:37:45,799 Well, a friend gave me the idea. 399 00:37:45,886 --> 00:37:48,878 To go online, you know, see what the older lady likes. 400 00:37:49,006 --> 00:37:51,236 Get your mind off the kids? 401 00:37:51,326 --> 00:37:52,759 Yeah, that's the idea. Yeah. 402 00:37:52,846 --> 00:37:54,325 Unless you're a pervert. 403 00:37:54,406 --> 00:37:56,681 In which case, you take it any way you can. 404 00:37:56,766 --> 00:37:59,997 I'm into rape scenarios. 405 00:38:02,286 --> 00:38:04,356 - You're what? - Get up to Leeds. 406 00:38:04,446 --> 00:38:06,596 There's a piece ofwasteland behind me. 407 00:38:06,686 --> 00:38:09,154 - You could have me there. - Jesus Christ! 408 00:38:09,246 --> 00:38:11,077 You sound dead sweet. 409 00:38:11,166 --> 00:38:15,045 Always wanted a sweet boy to shag me in the mouth! 410 00:38:15,126 --> 00:38:16,241 Where are you going? 411 00:38:16,326 --> 00:38:19,443 It was a bit weird, 412 00:38:19,526 --> 00:38:21,915 and I was, like... I felt like I was being raped. 413 00:38:22,046 --> 00:38:24,799 I swear to God, honestly. It just felt a bit wrong. 414 00:38:24,926 --> 00:38:27,394 People abuse these dating rooms. Don't worry about it. 415 00:38:27,486 --> 00:38:30,683 But it was creepy, mate. It was just like... You know? 416 00:38:30,766 --> 00:38:32,836 Well, tell Si how you feel about Keisha. 417 00:38:34,526 --> 00:38:36,482 What? 418 00:38:36,566 --> 00:38:39,160 Friendship's all about forgiveness and understanding. 419 00:38:39,246 --> 00:38:42,602 It's... It's not like you've done anything wrong, Mo. 420 00:38:42,686 --> 00:38:46,804 - That's right. - Yeah, the heart can't be controlled. 421 00:38:46,886 --> 00:38:49,878 Tell him, he'll understand. 422 00:38:49,966 --> 00:38:52,196 - OK, I'll try it. - I have a present to deliver. 423 00:38:52,286 --> 00:38:54,959 Can you just take overfor a bit? Do you mind? 424 00:38:56,606 --> 00:39:01,157 - See you later. - Later. Laters. 425 00:39:02,646 --> 00:39:04,523 Dead Ripley. 426 00:39:07,566 --> 00:39:09,443 * CHEW LIPS: Karen 427 00:39:11,286 --> 00:39:13,322 Whoa. 428 00:39:13,406 --> 00:39:15,681 You just can't stay away. 429 00:39:15,806 --> 00:39:17,683 It's impossible. 430 00:39:19,166 --> 00:39:21,043 Please. 431 00:39:24,926 --> 00:39:26,439 I'm controlling her discussions, 432 00:39:26,526 --> 00:39:29,120 her correspondence, any information she puts out there. 433 00:39:30,206 --> 00:39:33,323 I've image-morphed her face onto the bodies of these girls. 434 00:39:33,406 --> 00:39:36,876 It's like she's been in porn for two years. 435 00:39:40,246 --> 00:39:42,282 I've broken into Models 1 436 00:39:42,366 --> 00:39:44,561 and I'm working more subtly on her portfolio. 437 00:39:46,046 --> 00:39:49,163 I'm altering the length of her nose, narrowing her lips, 438 00:39:49,246 --> 00:39:51,123 shortening the distance between her eyes. 439 00:39:51,206 --> 00:39:53,481 It's imperceptible but enough. 440 00:39:53,566 --> 00:39:55,079 Oh, my God. 441 00:39:55,166 --> 00:40:01,162 I know I said I hated her, but you've... really killed her. 442 00:40:01,246 --> 00:40:04,238 I know. Isn't it great? 443 00:40:08,606 --> 00:40:10,483 Thank you, William. 444 00:40:11,966 --> 00:40:13,957 Happy birthday, Eva. 445 00:40:16,926 --> 00:40:19,645 What do you wanna do? Whatever. 446 00:40:19,726 --> 00:40:23,002 - Maybe watch a DVD? - Yeah, yeah, yeah. 447 00:40:23,086 --> 00:40:25,281 A Kate Winslet one. Oh, I love that bitch. 448 00:40:26,366 --> 00:40:29,756 Erm... I need to talk to you about something. 449 00:40:29,846 --> 00:40:31,837 Sounds draining. Make it short. 450 00:40:31,926 --> 00:40:35,157 You know when you was asking whetherthere was... a girl? 451 00:40:35,286 --> 00:40:36,719 You're gay! 452 00:40:37,766 --> 00:40:40,121 No. No, erm... 453 00:40:40,206 --> 00:40:42,003 - There is a girl. - Who is she? 454 00:40:42,086 --> 00:40:44,202 Come on, man, tell me. Who is she? 455 00:40:45,886 --> 00:40:47,285 Keisha. 456 00:40:50,686 --> 00:40:52,165 Keisha your sister. 457 00:40:53,406 --> 00:40:56,398 - You're joking. - I'm not. 458 00:41:00,126 --> 00:41:02,003 She's 11. 459 00:41:03,246 --> 00:41:04,235 I know. 460 00:41:04,326 --> 00:41:05,964 - Have you touched her? - No! 461 00:41:06,046 --> 00:41:08,514 - But you were going to touch her? - I needed to talk to you. 462 00:41:08,606 --> 00:41:09,959 I'm not her pimp, Mo! 463 00:41:10,046 --> 00:41:13,197 There's nothing to talk about. She's an 11-year-old girl. 464 00:41:13,286 --> 00:41:15,083 You paedo! 465 00:41:16,846 --> 00:41:19,201 Can we talk about this without getting angry, OK? 466 00:41:19,286 --> 00:41:21,800 I haven't done anything. 467 00:41:21,886 --> 00:41:24,605 The heart can't be controlled, Si. 468 00:41:24,686 --> 00:41:26,563 - The heart can't be controlled? - Yeah. 469 00:41:26,646 --> 00:41:28,238 What kind of gay shit...? 470 00:42:54,526 --> 00:42:56,403 Speak, Jim. 471 00:42:58,526 --> 00:43:00,084 We're all here for you. 472 00:43:07,926 --> 00:43:09,803 I'm seven years old. 473 00:43:10,926 --> 00:43:13,360 And erm... my mum's gone away for the weekend. 474 00:43:13,486 --> 00:43:16,398 A break or something. 475 00:43:18,206 --> 00:43:20,401 My dad's staying behind to look after me. 476 00:43:22,006 --> 00:43:23,359 And... 477 00:43:23,486 --> 00:43:26,683 we're sat at the kitchen table, just looking at each other. 478 00:43:29,446 --> 00:43:32,199 So, he asked me what do I want to do. 479 00:43:32,286 --> 00:43:36,677 And straightaway I say I want to put on my cowboy costume 480 00:43:36,766 --> 00:43:38,643 and go and see the penguins in the zoo. 481 00:43:42,766 --> 00:43:45,121 Can't wait. It's going to be so good. 482 00:43:47,206 --> 00:43:48,958 Don't you think? 483 00:43:49,606 --> 00:43:52,643 Definitely the number one fan of penguins. 484 00:43:54,686 --> 00:43:56,563 So... 485 00:43:57,886 --> 00:44:00,844 ...we're going... We're inside the zoo now, 486 00:44:00,926 --> 00:44:03,679 and I go straight to the penguins. 487 00:44:05,406 --> 00:44:10,685 And I'm standing in my cowboy costume looking at the penguins, 488 00:44:10,766 --> 00:44:14,884 and having such a great conversation with my dad, you know? 489 00:44:14,966 --> 00:44:17,685 It was... like, a perfect childhood day. 490 00:44:31,766 --> 00:44:34,963 He lets go of my hand and says he'll be back. 491 00:44:36,246 --> 00:44:38,123 And he goes. 492 00:44:39,446 --> 00:44:41,323 Gone. 493 00:44:43,806 --> 00:44:45,797 And I'm happy looking at the penguins. 494 00:44:47,446 --> 00:44:49,641 But... 495 00:44:49,726 --> 00:44:53,321 it's been, like, an hour since he left, 496 00:44:53,406 --> 00:44:58,685 so I start to walk around the zoo, looking for him. 497 00:44:58,766 --> 00:45:02,076 And I'm not worried yet, I don't talk to anyone or... 498 00:45:02,166 --> 00:45:04,282 I just go to the bus stop we got off at earlier 499 00:45:04,366 --> 00:45:08,154 and I get on a bus and I tell the bus driver my address. 500 00:45:08,246 --> 00:45:10,123 And he asks me where my parents are. 501 00:45:12,606 --> 00:45:16,599 And I say they're at home... waiting for me. 502 00:45:20,446 --> 00:45:22,323 I get the key from under the mat. 503 00:45:25,526 --> 00:45:27,403 And I go inside. 504 00:45:29,126 --> 00:45:31,003 And I'm alone there. 505 00:45:33,646 --> 00:45:36,604 It being a Saturday night, I have a bath. 506 00:45:38,326 --> 00:45:40,203 And I get into my pyjamas. 507 00:45:42,806 --> 00:45:44,683 Because my dad would've liked that. 508 00:45:50,566 --> 00:45:52,443 Er... 509 00:45:53,126 --> 00:45:55,003 It's getting dark outside. 510 00:45:57,726 --> 00:45:59,603 And I start to worry. 511 00:46:02,006 --> 00:46:06,124 And I get the quilt and I go into the bathroom and I lock the door. 512 00:46:11,726 --> 00:46:13,796 And it feels safer with the door locked. 513 00:46:26,926 --> 00:46:28,803 He's not coming back. 514 00:46:37,206 --> 00:46:39,083 He's never coming back. 515 00:47:38,246 --> 00:47:41,124 What your father did to you... 516 00:47:41,206 --> 00:47:46,360 leaving you like some dog, is incredible, Jim. 517 00:47:48,286 --> 00:47:52,484 I don't know what it is, but erm... I'm feeling better. 518 00:47:53,846 --> 00:47:56,314 Erm... maybe just sharing that story with everyone... 519 00:47:56,406 --> 00:47:57,805 You're not getting better. 520 00:48:01,966 --> 00:48:04,400 - Don't say that. - What do you want me to say? 521 00:48:06,086 --> 00:48:09,362 What, that you'll be happy in two weeks' time? 522 00:48:11,526 --> 00:48:13,915 No, I just... 523 00:48:14,006 --> 00:48:16,998 I need some help, William. I need to stay positive... 524 00:48:17,086 --> 00:48:20,283 Stay in the moment, cos you're feeling down and panicked. 525 00:48:20,366 --> 00:48:24,483 - Know what you're dealing with, first. - Are we going? 526 00:48:26,006 --> 00:48:27,758 Look... 527 00:48:27,846 --> 00:48:31,725 you need to talk to people who are going through the same thing as you. 528 00:48:32,766 --> 00:48:35,121 I know this room. 529 00:48:35,206 --> 00:48:37,401 Called Dorfli Place, I can get you in there. 530 00:48:37,486 --> 00:48:39,238 It will help. 531 00:48:39,326 --> 00:48:42,762 Jim. Jim, it helped me. 532 00:48:50,966 --> 00:48:52,240 Yeah. 533 00:48:54,766 --> 00:48:56,677 Yeah, OK. 534 00:48:59,486 --> 00:49:01,761 We're still friends, right? 535 00:49:01,846 --> 00:49:03,677 - Yeah. - Yeah, I mean... 536 00:49:03,766 --> 00:49:06,599 Look, we're gonna have our disagreements. 537 00:49:06,686 --> 00:49:08,563 I'm not leaving you, Jim. 538 00:49:12,926 --> 00:49:14,837 I'll never do what your father did. 539 00:49:59,206 --> 00:50:01,083 What are you doing? 540 00:50:01,166 --> 00:50:02,838 Aren't you over this? 541 00:50:05,366 --> 00:50:07,322 Give it to me. 542 00:50:07,446 --> 00:50:08,925 This is sick. 543 00:50:11,006 --> 00:50:12,803 Get out. 544 00:50:13,806 --> 00:50:16,195 Get out! 545 00:50:16,286 --> 00:50:19,756 That's mine. Just give it to me cos it's mine! 546 00:50:22,886 --> 00:50:25,036 Just get out! Will you get out! 547 00:50:44,526 --> 00:50:45,879 William? 548 00:50:45,966 --> 00:50:49,083 Please, sweetheart. 549 00:50:49,166 --> 00:50:51,202 Don't do anything. 550 00:51:37,806 --> 00:51:39,683 Open the door! 551 00:52:02,446 --> 00:52:05,006 I need to know you're not going to hurt yourself. 552 00:52:08,686 --> 00:52:10,961 It's only a video on the internet. 553 00:52:11,086 --> 00:52:12,963 I'm over all that now. 554 00:52:16,526 --> 00:52:18,244 I love you. 555 00:52:19,286 --> 00:52:22,437 You can always come and talk to me, William. You know that, right? 556 00:52:22,526 --> 00:52:24,403 Phone. 557 00:53:18,366 --> 00:53:20,243 I need to take you to this room. 558 00:53:20,326 --> 00:53:22,123 The whining that goes on in there! 559 00:53:22,206 --> 00:53:26,404 These kids, you want to annihilate the lot of them. 560 00:53:27,646 --> 00:53:29,523 Can we talk about something else? 561 00:53:31,246 --> 00:53:33,123 Yeah, of course we can. 562 00:53:35,006 --> 00:53:37,156 * DOVES AND JANE WEAVER: Seven Day Smile 563 00:53:39,886 --> 00:53:41,763 Have you been flirting with me? 564 00:53:43,766 --> 00:53:48,203 I had to rescue you from those appalling toffs you call friends. 565 00:53:54,686 --> 00:53:56,563 So... 566 00:53:57,406 --> 00:53:59,920 ...are we boyfriend and girlfriend? 567 00:54:05,126 --> 00:54:07,196 Well, after I've crucified Jim... 568 00:54:11,526 --> 00:54:14,359 ...I think it might be safe to take it to the next stage. 569 00:54:15,606 --> 00:54:17,881 An actual physical encounter? 570 00:54:19,726 --> 00:54:21,637 Best not to rush these things. 571 00:54:23,006 --> 00:54:24,883 Difficult to know who you can trust. 572 00:54:26,366 --> 00:54:28,243 Cheeky bugger! 573 00:54:32,166 --> 00:54:34,043 Do you want me to call a doctor? 574 00:54:37,206 --> 00:54:38,355 No. 575 00:54:39,886 --> 00:54:41,399 I'll be fine. 576 00:54:44,806 --> 00:54:46,683 You ring me later. OK? 577 00:54:51,606 --> 00:54:53,483 I love you. 578 00:55:02,446 --> 00:55:04,641 He wasn't well enough to have a child. 579 00:55:05,646 --> 00:55:08,683 They'd have been better off if it was just the two of them. 580 00:55:10,246 --> 00:55:12,601 So he hated you for being alive? 581 00:55:16,046 --> 00:55:17,240 Maybe. 582 00:55:19,526 --> 00:55:22,359 To blame a child for his shit life... 583 00:55:26,446 --> 00:55:28,323 I hope he shot himself. 584 00:55:45,166 --> 00:55:47,043 Have you ever held a gun, Jim? 585 00:55:48,526 --> 00:55:49,436 No. 586 00:56:01,766 --> 00:56:03,245 Frightening things. 587 00:56:07,366 --> 00:56:09,004 - It'll be fun! - Watching tennis? 588 00:56:09,086 --> 00:56:12,123 Henry's dad's got a box. There's gonna be a whole group of us. 589 00:56:12,206 --> 00:56:15,323 Another day with that type of person and I'd chew my hands off! 590 00:56:15,406 --> 00:56:17,681 - Right. I'm coming round. - No. Stay where you are. 591 00:56:17,766 --> 00:56:19,643 You live next door to me. 592 00:56:19,726 --> 00:56:21,398 Don't you hate us? 593 00:56:21,486 --> 00:56:23,442 What are you talking about? 594 00:56:24,446 --> 00:56:26,676 We are appalling bitches, Charlotte! 595 00:56:27,766 --> 00:56:29,119 Shut up! 596 00:56:29,206 --> 00:56:30,878 You know why you can't see that? 597 00:56:30,966 --> 00:56:34,675 Because your head is stuck up your incredibly tight privileged arse! 598 00:56:34,766 --> 00:56:36,643 We are horrible people! 599 00:56:52,566 --> 00:56:54,284 We're going... 600 00:57:14,526 --> 00:57:15,925 You're late. 601 00:57:16,966 --> 00:57:18,843 What were you doing? 602 00:57:21,766 --> 00:57:23,882 Wiping out my past. 603 00:57:25,486 --> 00:57:26,396 Good. 604 00:57:48,526 --> 00:57:50,835 Don't you think you've let him down? 605 00:57:50,926 --> 00:57:52,598 You started it. 606 00:57:53,246 --> 00:57:57,239 You come here with a little problem and she'll turn it into a nightmare. 607 00:57:59,086 --> 00:58:00,758 I didn't mean those things. 608 00:58:00,886 --> 00:58:04,276 But if you tease someone like that, they've every right to hate you. 609 00:58:04,366 --> 00:58:05,719 I know. 610 00:58:06,486 --> 00:58:07,999 He's your brother. 611 00:58:08,686 --> 00:58:10,677 He's not gonna forgive you so easily. 612 00:58:13,006 --> 00:58:16,442 Right now, you don't feel like you deserve forgiveness. Right? 613 00:58:17,446 --> 00:58:19,004 Does she think she's helping? 614 00:58:19,126 --> 00:58:21,003 Do you still feel like hurting yourself? 615 00:58:21,086 --> 00:58:23,202 - She doesn't care. I'm too tired to think. 616 00:58:29,806 --> 00:58:31,683 They're all going to beat you again. 617 00:58:32,966 --> 00:58:34,843 And when you think they've stopped, 618 00:58:34,926 --> 00:58:36,803 they're gonna start over. 619 00:58:38,446 --> 00:58:40,402 You take control of your destiny. 620 00:58:40,486 --> 00:58:42,124 Do you understand? 621 00:58:43,126 --> 00:58:45,356 - This is wrong. - By ending your life... 622 00:58:45,446 --> 00:58:48,119 - What is? - ...you're fighting that shit. 623 00:58:48,206 --> 00:58:50,197 You're only taking the piss out of him. 624 00:58:52,406 --> 00:58:53,885 Of course I am. 625 00:59:49,446 --> 00:59:50,765 Jim? 626 00:59:50,846 --> 00:59:52,598 Who's going to be fastest? 627 00:59:53,446 --> 00:59:55,402 Definitely mine. 628 00:59:58,686 --> 01:00:00,165 Beautiful boys. 629 01:00:09,326 --> 01:00:13,444 I know the patterns of what may happen. I advise as best I can. 630 01:00:14,566 --> 01:00:16,443 But why is the room hidden? 631 01:00:17,886 --> 01:00:22,004 Some kids arrive at a decision where they feel they can't escape depression. 632 01:00:23,646 --> 01:00:25,125 It's a safe room. 633 01:00:26,246 --> 01:00:27,838 To commit suicide. 634 01:00:32,966 --> 01:00:35,036 Have you had suicidal feelings lately? 635 01:00:44,486 --> 01:00:45,635 Yeah. 636 01:00:48,046 --> 01:00:49,923 So what keeps you living? 637 01:00:53,446 --> 01:00:55,323 We cook him a few days. 638 01:00:56,406 --> 01:00:58,283 Let him wallow a little more. 639 01:01:01,486 --> 01:01:03,363 And then he'll fall apart. 640 01:01:04,486 --> 01:01:06,317 And that's all you're trying to do? 641 01:01:06,406 --> 01:01:07,919 Well, of course. 642 01:01:08,966 --> 01:01:11,002 * TIFFANY PAGE: Better Late Than Never 643 01:01:12,446 --> 01:01:13,845 But why? 644 01:01:25,006 --> 01:01:26,200 He... 645 01:01:28,566 --> 01:01:30,716 He just reminds me of a boy I used to know. 646 01:01:33,926 --> 01:01:34,881 This... 647 01:01:36,766 --> 01:01:39,803 ...lonely, nothing of a boy, and I really hate that memory. 648 01:01:44,046 --> 01:01:45,559 Where are you? 649 01:01:47,566 --> 01:01:49,079 Right now? 650 01:01:50,926 --> 01:01:52,598 In my bedroom. 651 01:02:02,926 --> 01:02:04,803 You're lonely, aren't you? 652 01:02:08,966 --> 01:02:10,115 Yeah. 653 01:02:12,326 --> 01:02:13,725 And you? 654 01:02:17,326 --> 01:02:18,725 A little. 655 01:02:22,406 --> 01:02:24,283 Are you a happy person, William? 656 01:02:31,406 --> 01:02:33,283 I'm not a happy person, at all. 657 01:02:37,886 --> 01:02:39,365 But right now... 658 01:02:43,806 --> 01:02:45,683 Right at this moment with you... 659 01:02:51,806 --> 01:02:53,683 I've never been happier. 660 01:03:41,486 --> 01:03:43,363 Welcome. Welcome, everyone. 661 01:03:44,611 --> 01:03:46,504 The Ripley Time Traveller books 662 01:03:46,599 --> 01:03:49,601 are beloved by so many people around the world. 663 01:03:49,638 --> 01:03:52,246 She really is an extraordinary writer. 664 01:03:52,966 --> 01:03:55,924 So, ladies and gentlemen, the woman herself, my mother, 665 01:03:56,606 --> 01:03:58,278 Grace Rollins. 666 01:03:59,846 --> 01:04:01,564 Thanks, Ripley. 667 01:04:03,446 --> 01:04:05,516 This is the eighth and... 668 01:04:05,606 --> 01:04:07,642 final book in the series. 669 01:04:09,286 --> 01:04:12,198 I started writing these stories to read to my boys 670 01:04:12,286 --> 01:04:15,562 and it just seems right to have it here in our home. 671 01:04:16,646 --> 01:04:19,365 I'd like to thank our friends for all your support, 672 01:04:19,446 --> 01:04:21,323 in the last year in particular. 673 01:04:23,046 --> 01:04:25,241 My family means everything to me. 674 01:04:26,446 --> 01:04:28,960 I'm so proud of the two boys. 675 01:04:30,086 --> 01:04:31,758 To have them healthy, 676 01:04:31,846 --> 01:04:33,962 to have them here with me today, 677 01:04:34,046 --> 01:04:35,718 it's a wonderful thing. 678 01:04:36,806 --> 01:04:39,479 They're completely embarrassed, but still... 679 01:04:40,486 --> 01:04:42,442 To Paul, William and Ripley. 680 01:04:43,446 --> 01:04:44,799 Thank you. 681 01:04:51,566 --> 01:04:53,318 Well done. 682 01:05:16,766 --> 01:05:18,245 How are you? 683 01:05:23,086 --> 01:05:25,156 Can I introduce you to someone, Grace? 684 01:05:27,406 --> 01:05:29,283 It's fine. Go ahead. Really. 685 01:05:30,006 --> 01:05:31,359 I love you. 686 01:05:55,606 --> 01:05:57,005 No. Jim, stop! 687 01:05:59,206 --> 01:06:00,719 We need to talk. 688 01:06:01,726 --> 01:06:03,284 What is that? 689 01:06:06,086 --> 01:06:07,599 - What we said... - No. 690 01:06:07,686 --> 01:06:09,802 - No, no, no. - Give it to me. Do it! 691 01:06:09,926 --> 01:06:11,154 I need to... 692 01:06:11,246 --> 01:06:13,123 I need to talk to Mum. OK. Just... 693 01:06:14,206 --> 01:06:17,039 I need to go. I've got to stop what I'm doing. OK. Where is she? 694 01:06:17,126 --> 01:06:19,117 You stay in your room and out of sight. 695 01:06:19,206 --> 01:06:20,798 You've been nothing but a fuck-up! 696 01:06:20,886 --> 01:06:22,001 No, no, no. 697 01:06:22,126 --> 01:06:23,036 No! 698 01:06:50,766 --> 01:06:51,721 Jim. 699 01:06:56,686 --> 01:06:58,642 Are you ready for your therapy now? 700 01:07:02,366 --> 01:07:04,243 We're all waiting for you. 701 01:07:08,846 --> 01:07:10,518 Yes, William. 702 01:07:15,366 --> 01:07:19,439 Born in the hope of shaking his fatherfrom his unipolar depression. 703 01:07:19,526 --> 01:07:22,882 Born to a mother who dresses him up as the perfect entertainment. 704 01:07:24,126 --> 01:07:26,003 The rugby. The fencing. 705 01:07:26,086 --> 01:07:27,963 The archery. 706 01:07:28,686 --> 01:07:30,563 Daddy, are you happy with me now? 707 01:07:31,646 --> 01:07:33,523 Are you happy now, Daddy? 708 01:07:34,966 --> 01:07:36,638 Oh, no, what have I done? 709 01:07:37,646 --> 01:07:41,355 He decides to stay indoors, praying for a sibling to play with. 710 01:07:42,366 --> 01:07:44,516 But a fruitless year of shooting blanks 711 01:07:44,606 --> 01:07:49,122 and punctual periods sends his father further into an unstoppable depression. 712 01:07:49,206 --> 01:07:51,322 Oh! Oh! Useless! 713 01:07:51,406 --> 01:07:52,919 Oh! Oh! 714 01:07:53,006 --> 01:07:56,840 But I don't want another child like that miserable boy. 715 01:07:56,926 --> 01:07:59,963 He's making me worse. I can't even look at him, I tell you. 716 01:08:00,798 --> 01:08:03,988 One terrible day, his father left him in the zoo, 717 01:08:04,002 --> 01:08:06,001 leaving his family in the poo. 718 01:08:06,086 --> 01:08:08,919 You have pushed me over the edge, boy! I'm out of here! 719 01:08:10,526 --> 01:08:13,723 On the day of the first anniversary of his father's disappearance, 720 01:08:13,806 --> 01:08:15,478 the boy takes his very first Valium. 721 01:08:16,486 --> 01:08:17,919 He's aged eight. 722 01:08:18,006 --> 01:08:19,883 I'm eight and a half, actually. 723 01:08:19,966 --> 01:08:23,276 The pills go a little way to quietening the voices in his head, 724 01:08:23,366 --> 01:08:27,041 but, in his soul, he knows that he's to blame for his daddy's downfall, 725 01:08:27,126 --> 01:08:29,037 his daddy's disappearance, 726 01:08:29,126 --> 01:08:31,003 his daddy's probable death. 727 01:08:32,686 --> 01:08:35,439 Like every other sad, misguided fool on the planet, 728 01:08:35,526 --> 01:08:39,155 he tries to find some answers in the World Wide Web. 729 01:08:41,006 --> 01:08:43,076 Hey, man! Woo-hoo! 730 01:08:43,166 --> 01:08:45,805 Go, USA! Yeah, man, I'm gonna do it! 731 01:08:48,206 --> 01:08:50,083 Like others in the suicide club, 732 01:08:50,166 --> 01:08:52,043 he reaches a moment of clarity. 733 01:08:53,006 --> 01:08:55,361 Oh, maybe I should kill myself. 734 01:08:55,446 --> 01:08:58,358 I'm sorry I was born and made you sicker, Daddy. 735 01:08:58,486 --> 01:09:00,363 It's all been my fault. 736 01:09:00,446 --> 01:09:02,880 And I'm sorry I drove you away, Daddy. 737 01:09:02,966 --> 01:09:05,161 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Daddy! 738 01:09:05,246 --> 01:09:06,599 I'm sorry! 739 01:09:16,086 --> 01:09:20,602 To see it condensed like that is always gonna be difficult. 740 01:09:22,766 --> 01:09:25,121 Jim's got to turn his depression 741 01:09:25,206 --> 01:09:27,640 into an act with some sort of expression. 742 01:09:28,726 --> 01:09:30,398 I can see what you're doing. 743 01:09:31,566 --> 01:09:35,923 Only me and Jim have any appreciation for what's going on. 744 01:09:37,206 --> 01:09:39,276 You have no idea what I'm doing. 745 01:09:40,046 --> 01:09:41,923 This is about Jim purging, 746 01:09:42,006 --> 01:09:43,644 about killing his past. 747 01:09:43,726 --> 01:09:45,239 That was so cruel. 748 01:09:45,326 --> 01:09:47,886 It's a well-documented psychotherapy, Emily. 749 01:09:47,966 --> 01:09:49,479 Yeah? It works. 750 01:09:49,566 --> 01:09:51,443 - What makes you the expert? - Oh, shut up. 751 01:09:51,526 --> 01:09:53,357 What do you know about depression? 752 01:09:53,446 --> 01:09:55,676 You've written a book on mental illness? 753 01:09:55,766 --> 01:09:57,643 My mother killed herself, Mo. 754 01:10:02,846 --> 01:10:04,518 She was just like... 755 01:10:04,606 --> 01:10:05,755 Jim... 756 01:10:06,766 --> 01:10:08,438 ...and his dad. 757 01:10:13,486 --> 01:10:15,477 I've lived with it for the last two years. 758 01:10:18,406 --> 01:10:19,805 I know how... 759 01:10:19,886 --> 01:10:21,558 devastating it is. 760 01:10:30,406 --> 01:10:31,839 I imagine... 761 01:10:34,246 --> 01:10:36,123 ...my mum coming into my room... 762 01:10:37,486 --> 01:10:38,601 ...and... 763 01:10:38,726 --> 01:10:40,603 finding me lying there. 764 01:10:46,126 --> 01:10:48,003 Every day she must look at me... 765 01:10:49,726 --> 01:10:51,318 ...and think of my dad. 766 01:10:57,286 --> 01:10:59,277 I need to do what's right for both of us. 767 01:11:03,846 --> 01:11:05,564 I need to finish this. 768 01:11:37,526 --> 01:11:41,917 I think it's about time I met him. Put him out of his misery. 769 01:11:49,406 --> 01:11:51,078 You're trying to kill him. 770 01:11:51,166 --> 01:11:52,838 "'Assist his suicide." 771 01:11:53,726 --> 01:11:55,682 It's a different thing entirely. 772 01:11:58,966 --> 01:12:00,638 And we're all implicated. 773 01:12:02,566 --> 01:12:04,443 That's why we're here. 774 01:12:05,526 --> 01:12:07,403 Why you've been friends with me. 775 01:12:09,326 --> 01:12:11,295 Oh, you didn't think I actually cared about 776 01:12:11,296 --> 01:12:14,161 your little identity crisis, did you? 777 01:12:14,246 --> 01:12:16,635 I mean, cos you've got such a difficult life. 778 01:12:23,366 --> 01:12:25,322 Trying to figure out a way of stopping this? 779 01:12:27,446 --> 01:12:29,323 There are people I could call. 780 01:12:29,406 --> 01:12:30,600 Oh? 781 01:12:31,606 --> 01:12:32,959 No need to. 782 01:12:33,966 --> 01:12:35,843 Not when they're calling on you. 783 01:12:41,126 --> 01:12:43,117 Hello, Ushi. What's the matter? 784 01:12:43,206 --> 01:12:45,481 Why don't you ask that bitch of a daughter? 785 01:12:48,806 --> 01:12:50,683 Is Eva in, sir? 786 01:12:53,926 --> 01:12:54,836 Eva? 787 01:12:55,686 --> 01:12:57,404 Come down now. 788 01:13:10,406 --> 01:13:12,362 Jim? 789 01:13:13,286 --> 01:13:15,163 Can you open the door? 790 01:13:19,166 --> 01:13:21,043 I'm worried. Come on. 791 01:13:23,966 --> 01:13:25,445 Are you OK? 792 01:13:27,806 --> 01:13:29,285 I'm fine. 793 01:13:30,286 --> 01:13:31,799 Just go. 794 01:13:45,606 --> 01:13:47,483 I've got something to give you. 795 01:13:47,566 --> 01:13:49,522 You choose where to meet. 796 01:13:55,006 --> 01:13:56,405 Dead Ripley. 797 01:14:02,406 --> 01:14:04,078 Stop this please, Jim. 798 01:14:04,166 --> 01:14:06,361 This isn't what you want. It can't be! 799 01:14:06,446 --> 01:14:09,085 William's been lying to you, to all of us. 800 01:14:09,166 --> 01:14:12,522 What he said about his mother, she never killed herself. Look! 801 01:14:15,006 --> 01:14:17,201 Look atyour own mother. Right? 802 01:14:17,286 --> 01:14:18,639 Yeah, I suppose. 803 01:14:19,646 --> 01:14:21,876 Mine's a spoilt cow, I swear. 804 01:14:25,926 --> 01:14:27,837 I don't know why he's doing it, but... 805 01:14:28,766 --> 01:14:30,643 ...William wants you dead. 806 01:14:30,726 --> 01:14:32,398 I can see it. 807 01:14:33,566 --> 01:14:36,763 You think I'll take advice from a wannabe-paedophile, Mo? 808 01:14:38,326 --> 01:14:41,716 If you had any conscience, you'd take a gun to your own sick head. 809 01:14:48,166 --> 01:14:49,838 I'm here to help you, Jim. 810 01:14:51,486 --> 01:14:54,478 You'd better pray that when William is finished with me 811 01:14:54,566 --> 01:14:59,276 he'll have the energy and dedication to annihilate a prick like you. 812 01:15:03,166 --> 01:15:04,645 It's you, right? 813 01:15:09,566 --> 01:15:11,238 You get in my way... 814 01:15:12,326 --> 01:15:14,601 ...and I'll make your life hell. 815 01:15:16,526 --> 01:15:18,005 I've gotta do something. 816 01:15:18,086 --> 01:15:20,805 - Like what? - Find Jim. Tell him what's happening! 817 01:15:21,926 --> 01:15:23,962 You're not gonna be able to do that, Mo. 818 01:15:25,926 --> 01:15:27,245 Why not? 819 01:15:27,326 --> 01:15:29,203 Cos I'm in your system. 820 01:15:31,806 --> 01:15:33,478 And I'll wipe it out. 821 01:15:52,926 --> 01:15:54,598 Get out of here! Move! Quick! 822 01:15:58,046 --> 01:15:59,718 We need to get to Jim today. 823 01:15:59,806 --> 01:16:02,366 Where can we meet? We have to get back to the city. 824 01:16:02,446 --> 01:16:04,960 - What's happening to my computer? - It's William! 825 01:16:06,406 --> 01:16:07,202 Shit! 826 01:16:07,286 --> 01:16:09,163 Where can we meet? I need your help! 827 01:16:11,206 --> 01:16:13,083 Charing Cross Station. One o'clock. 828 01:17:10,286 --> 01:17:11,958 I need your help, Si. 829 01:17:42,726 --> 01:17:43,920 Hey. 830 01:17:44,006 --> 01:17:45,200 H-H-Hey. 831 01:17:45,286 --> 01:17:47,038 Hey, hey, hey. Erm... 832 01:17:48,726 --> 01:17:50,125 Who's he? 833 01:17:50,206 --> 01:17:52,083 The computer geek. 834 01:17:54,406 --> 01:17:57,045 And how do we get to Jim? Take me to the room. 835 01:17:57,126 --> 01:17:59,959 Once we're inside his system, we'll track Jim down. 836 01:18:01,126 --> 01:18:02,479 Dead Ripley. 837 01:18:14,086 --> 01:18:15,963 You choose where to meet. 838 01:18:19,166 --> 01:18:20,838 Where my dad left me. 839 01:18:23,206 --> 01:18:25,037 Hold it. Hold it. Two secs. Thank you. 840 01:18:25,126 --> 01:18:26,354 Let's go! 841 01:18:34,006 --> 01:18:36,236 William tried to do it before. 842 01:18:36,326 --> 01:18:40,763 He is surviving, in his own way, but he'll respect Jim's wishes to die. 843 01:18:40,846 --> 01:18:42,325 Like I will. 844 01:18:42,406 --> 01:18:45,955 But this has nothing to do with what Jim wants. William has broken him. 845 01:19:21,526 --> 01:19:22,879 Quick! Come on! 846 01:20:01,166 --> 01:20:03,043 - Let's get him online. - Yeah. 847 01:20:30,526 --> 01:20:31,879 You got in somewhere? 848 01:20:32,006 --> 01:20:34,042 - You said you'd be with me. - Well, I'm here now. 849 01:20:34,126 --> 01:20:36,082 - Open the envelope. - Please don't do this. 850 01:20:36,166 --> 01:20:37,997 This is about me and Jim, Eva. 851 01:20:38,086 --> 01:20:39,599 You have no idea. 852 01:20:39,686 --> 01:20:41,165 Now get out! 853 01:21:13,126 --> 01:21:14,605 Your father. 854 01:21:14,686 --> 01:21:16,165 Your father... 855 01:21:17,246 --> 01:21:19,123 ...leaving you, Jim. 856 01:21:22,526 --> 01:21:24,403 And what he thought of you. 857 01:21:27,766 --> 01:21:29,722 You can escape that. 858 01:21:47,966 --> 01:21:49,843 What you are about to do... 859 01:21:53,966 --> 01:21:55,115 Oh. 860 01:21:55,206 --> 01:21:57,083 You are a hero to me. 861 01:22:14,166 --> 01:22:15,076 Jim! 862 01:22:18,726 --> 01:22:21,081 - What is this place? - He's killing you, Jim! 863 01:22:22,206 --> 01:22:23,764 - I'll do it in here. I'm ready. - No! 864 01:22:23,846 --> 01:22:25,325 Please, please, Jim. 865 01:22:25,406 --> 01:22:28,478 You do it in this room and they'll trace it back. It's not safe, Jim. 866 01:22:30,926 --> 01:22:32,803 You said you'd be here! 867 01:22:32,886 --> 01:22:34,285 You left me! 868 01:22:34,366 --> 01:22:35,422 Just stay where you are. 869 01:22:35,663 --> 01:22:37,563 Stay where you are and I'll come and get you. 870 01:22:37,646 --> 01:22:41,241 This isn't right. I need to go home. I need to be anywhere. I can't be here. 871 01:22:41,326 --> 01:22:43,282 - I need to leave. - Run! 872 01:22:43,366 --> 01:22:44,924 Don't! Don't! 873 01:22:46,886 --> 01:22:48,285 Oh, you... 874 01:22:49,286 --> 01:22:50,799 No, you... 875 01:24:31,206 --> 01:24:32,116 Jim! 876 01:24:34,326 --> 01:24:36,203 Just leave me alone! 877 01:25:05,126 --> 01:25:06,036 Aah! 878 01:25:12,646 --> 01:25:14,876 Oi! You want some manners! 879 01:25:15,006 --> 01:25:16,439 Do you hear me? 880 01:25:23,166 --> 01:25:25,043 He's got a gun! 881 01:25:32,166 --> 01:25:34,043 Jim! What are you doing? 882 01:25:35,286 --> 01:25:37,720 Are you gonna do it? You are gonna do this. 883 01:25:40,006 --> 01:25:43,840 Your father's hate for you, you're never gonna be able to escape that. 884 01:25:43,926 --> 01:25:45,598 You pull that trigger... 885 01:25:45,726 --> 01:25:48,286 You pull this trigger, you are killing him, Jim. 886 01:25:49,606 --> 01:25:51,085 Do it. Huh? 887 01:25:52,166 --> 01:25:53,758 Do it now. Do it. 888 01:25:53,846 --> 01:25:55,677 I know he didn't hate me, William. 889 01:25:55,766 --> 01:25:56,403 No. 890 01:25:56,486 --> 01:25:58,363 This isn't about me. It's about you. 891 01:25:58,446 --> 01:26:00,835 - It's about you. - I'm trying to help you. 892 01:26:00,926 --> 01:26:02,518 I'm trying to help you. 893 01:26:02,606 --> 01:26:04,756 Oh, God, don't you understand? 894 01:26:06,766 --> 01:26:08,165 No. 895 01:26:12,646 --> 01:26:13,920 No, no. 896 01:26:18,686 --> 01:26:20,563 I really hope that hurt. 897 01:26:22,246 --> 01:26:23,884 Armed police! Get down! 898 01:26:23,966 --> 01:26:25,877 Get down! Get out of the way now! 899 01:26:25,966 --> 01:26:27,240 Clear the area! 900 01:26:29,726 --> 01:26:30,681 Shit. 901 01:26:33,366 --> 01:26:34,719 Clear the area! 902 01:26:36,886 --> 01:26:38,638 Armed police! 903 01:26:39,126 --> 01:26:41,037 Armed police! Stay where you are! 904 01:26:42,286 --> 01:26:44,163 Armed police! Stay where you are! 905 01:26:45,286 --> 01:26:46,765 Turn around. 906 01:26:46,846 --> 01:26:48,723 Now! Turn around. 907 01:26:49,926 --> 01:26:51,200 Do it! 908 01:26:51,286 --> 01:26:53,163 Turn around. 909 01:26:56,166 --> 01:26:58,043 Put the weapon down. 910 01:27:07,446 --> 01:27:10,165 Put the weapon down. 911 01:27:10,246 --> 01:27:11,759 Now. Do it! 912 01:28:35,686 --> 01:28:36,835 Now. 913 01:28:37,279 --> 01:28:38,794 Subrip: easytobeaman 914 01:28:38,799 --> 01:28:39,965 * MAPS: Turning The Mind 915 01:28:40,046 --> 01:28:41,819 * Hey 916 01:28:42,767 --> 01:28:45,840 * How you keeping? 917 01:28:47,553 --> 01:28:52,991 * I guess it's been a while 918 01:28:59,753 --> 01:29:01,630 * I heard 919 01:29:02,793 --> 01:29:05,751 * You've been sleeping 920 01:29:07,273 --> 01:29:12,472 * That always made you smile 921 01:29:15,593 --> 01:29:18,266 *Why is it 922 01:29:19,353 --> 01:29:25,064 * I'm so ashamed when we meet? 923 01:29:31,433 --> 01:29:34,106 *Why is it 924 01:29:35,193 --> 01:29:42,543 * Our conversation just repeats? 925 01:29:47,593 --> 01:29:50,107 * God knows 926 01:29:51,113 --> 01:29:56,824 * This pain just flows and flows 927 01:30:02,993 --> 01:30:05,951 * I'm so scared 928 01:30:07,033 --> 01:30:12,744 * Where my mind will go 929 01:30:18,673 --> 01:30:21,141 * So tell me 930 01:30:22,793 --> 01:30:28,504 * Cos interested to know 931 01:30:34,633 --> 01:30:36,863 * Cos maybe 932 01:30:38,633 --> 01:30:44,344 * This is how the story goes 933 01:30:50,953 --> 01:30:52,830 * So 934 01:30:54,473 --> 01:30:57,431 * Good night 935 01:30:58,513 --> 01:31:04,224 * I hope to see you soon 936 01:31:10,753 --> 01:31:13,062 * Leave 937 01:31:13,953 --> 01:31:17,389 * By the morning 938 01:31:18,273 --> 01:31:23,984 * I've got too much to do 939 01:31:26,833 --> 01:31:29,666 * Why is it 940 01:31:30,193 --> 01:31:37,702 * You pollute all our lives with your lies? 941 01:31:42,633 --> 01:31:45,466 * Why is it 942 01:31:46,233 --> 01:31:53,150 * You can't gauge these thoughts from my eyes? 943 01:31:58,633 --> 01:32:01,591 * God knows 944 01:32:02,313 --> 01:32:09,901 * This pain just flows and flows 945 01:32:14,153 --> 01:32:17,543 * I'm so scared 946 01:32:18,393 --> 01:32:25,947 * Where my mind will go 947 01:32:29,993 --> 01:32:33,622 * She buys the... 948 01:32:34,473 --> 01:32:41,788 * Poison radio 949 01:32:46,393 --> 01:32:49,624 * Popping 950 01:32:50,353 --> 01:32:57,668 * Pills for every show 951 01:33:02,033 --> 01:33:05,946 * Father 952 01:33:06,073 --> 01:33:07,552 * Mother 953 01:33:07,633 --> 01:33:13,708 * Let me go